I wish I could be perfect. I wish I could be thin. I wish I could be funny without trying. I wish I could feel like a model all the time. I wish I had will power. I wish I could stop eating. I wish that I was the pretty one for once. I wish I could feel confident wherever I go. I wish I was really good at something. I wish I didnt rely on makeup to feel good. I wish I had my own style and didnt copy everyone else. I wish I wasnt invisible. I wish people noticed me. I wish I wasnt the girl who always smiles. I wish people cared about me. I wish people thought I was fun to be around instead of the nice girl whos good to chat to. I wish people would text me just because they felt like talking to me. I wish boys noticed me. I wish I wasnt writing this. I wish I didnt need to vent like this. I wish I wasnt crying while I wrote this. Tonight, I wish I was someone else. But that can’t happen so I’m gonna cry it out and wish for a better me and then tomorrow I’ll be the nice friend who always smiles again.

Sorry for the depressing post, its been a shit night